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Funny how a single sentence can make one of the best days of your life do a complete 180-degree turn and make you wish you'd never been born..

It's pretty trivial, actually, why I'm so depressed.. And I know that there are people out there with far bigger problems and can deal with their depression a lot better than I can.. So I won't say what it is that's making me feel this way.. You'll probably just see me in the next couple of days and notice that I'm not as happy as I used to be.. That something inside me has died.. I probably won't talk about it if you ask me about it then either..

I hate how this had to happen to me today of all fucking days.. I hate that I can't even do anything about it.. Also, I really hate emo blogging..

So here's what I'll do instead.. I'll let you trip out to this video.. This guy took a bunch of time-lapses and compiled all the ones he shot in the past 12 months.. As reflective as this video is, there's also an oddly cold quality about the video..

But it doesn't even come close to how I'm feeling right now..

Here's the link ('coz I can't fucking embed it here): A Year of Time-Lapses by Ron Risman on Vimeo.